It's been a long stretch in between blogs so I have much of nothing to write about.
a) That man and I broke up, or rather I came home from work one day and he had packed his things and moved out not telling me is was going to happen. I was gutted and cried for a month, it was only a month ago and I still hurt like hell to be honest.
b) I took up Tennis only to have my tendonitis return and put a stop to it, buggar it all!!
c) I have rejoined Jenny Craig as I had put on all the weight I lost last year.
So now the rant...
That man well the less said the better, apparently I didnt do what he wanted all the time so that made me stubborn and I was after his money as well so he decided he had to move out without talking to me about it but still wants to remain friends and go out together occasionally. Now I dont know whether the go out together occasionally means lets hang or lets do the wild thing now and then when he feels like it and just be friends with benefits. Either way I am disinclined to do either. Why the Fek would I want to remain friends with someone who without so much as a goodbye walked away from what I thought was something fairly good? As for being after his money??? well thats laughable because I have my own and manage rather nicely and never had any intention of looking sideways at his. It was never even considered. I have dated plenty of blokes who earn less than me and it doesnt bother me, so long as they can hold their own and dont want propping up its not an issue. Ahh well time heals apparently...still sucks though and it hurt a lot having this happen but I guess there is nothing I can do about it, it was his choice to do it.
One positive is my house now stays tidy and has lost its cluttered overstuffed look and housework is a breeze.
Now to my weight....last year I lost 8kg and was doing well until I stopped the JC thing and didnt watch what I was doing and *shbang!!* there it all is back again.
SO now I am back at my weekly meeting and trying to get rid of it all again. 2kg gone in my first week but the second week has got off to a very bad start to be honest and now I am going to have to pull some serious "careful what I eat' manouvres to get back on track and have a loss this week. This is going to be hard as I have two days down in Wellington away from home this week which means I dont have my JC food on hand so will have to really be careful about what goes in the gob.
Does anyone else who reads this diet? have you had success? I need the inspiration so please share your story if you will.
And how do you mend a slight tear in the cardiovascular region? I mean its not heartbreak but its definate damage to that area.
